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Never be mean to people.
When I was very young, my parents used to send me to "day camp." I loved camp, and I had many friends including a very poor girl that was quite physically unattractive, even when we were young.
For years we went to camp every summer, and I was good friends with the girl.
Years went by, and now we're in high school. It had been years since I had spoken to the girl. She was still poor, maybe even worse off in high school then when we were kids at camp.
Needless to say, people picked on her relentlessly. She wore the same clothes every day. Came to school dirty, hair matted and greasy. She was a mess, and people just thought she was disgusting.
I didn't really have much to do with her either way. I didn't go out of my way to be friendly, and I didn't go out of my way to be nice.
I don't know what possessed me to do what I did, but one day in math class, I had a fountain pen. Fountain pens spray ink if you shake them, and this girl was sitting directly in front of me. I am ashamed to say I proceeded to spray her jacket... over and over and over again.
I was caught by the math teacher and was made to stay after school to clean every desk, in every classroom on the second floor of the highschool. I deserved that, and much more.
I never apologized to the girl, and just a few years after graduation I found out that she died in a car accident. I was sick about it. I wished I could tell her that I was petty, and that I was sorry for what I did. I honestly didn't realize the magnitude of my actions that day, or any of those days in high school.
All I know is that is was hard enough to fit it just being me, but I had friends, and I could have been nice to her. I could have given her some clothes... lord knows I had plenty.
I'm just so sorry for what I did, and how i acted. I hope wherever she is, she can forgive me.
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